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Monday, 05 June 2006

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    Muchas Flores
    By Rosario
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    A long time comming

    This is perhaps the first truly public notice of my intentions to wed.
    On Oct. 7 I will marry Kate, a wonderful, beautiful woman whose capacity to love baffles me. I am entirely convinced that having a woman you love who loves you back and meets your needs, is far more important than someone who meets some sort of idealistic, though fickle, muse. That is, she is more than I could have ever hoped for and still she is everything I need, including things I would have never thought of. I now deem happiness to be a long life of caring for her and sharing days, nights and thoughts with her.

    Currently, my mind is only capable of two thoughts: finishing three videos for World Mission's triennial Synod presentation, and buying a house with Kate. This blog is an accident of a mild attack of insomnia.

    As for literary endeavors, I have written more poems, including my first, sonnet (which I have been reluctant to write do to their popularity, which makes it difficult to avoid mediocrity). My novel is still a forty pager and has not moved since the month of March. I wrote a few things for minor poetry contests but was so busy that I missed the deadlines. I will try again soon.

    Finally, a surprise to anyone who has known me for more than a year: I play soccer three times per week and practice an additional two. It is really amazing and makes me angry for not pursuing the sport while in Mexico. Ronaldinho is, in my estimation, the absolute goat. Though he will have to prove it this world cup, WHICH STARTS ON FRIDAY!!!!! Anyhow, I have a tough two weeks ahead. I need my sleep. Good night at 1:40 a.m. on a Monday morning (late Sunday evening extension).

Saturday, 14 January 2006

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    X&Y
    By Coldplay
    Fix You
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    The world is round and as such it turns, it seems I have come full circle. Through a long list of job descriptions, job applications and a long period of active unemployment, I am now, once again, a working man. I am the Communications Manager at World Missions. God had once offered me the chance to work for him in media and I turned it down. I went to work for myself and for others whose values often conflicted with His. The road and its lessons was harsh and thourough, but two and a half years later, I'm back. My gratitude is mostly out of awe for His love and fidelity.

Tuesday, 28 June 2005

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    Como se cuenta un cuento
    By GABRIEL GARCIA MARQUEZ
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    For the first time ever, I am hobbling my way through life, as I nurse a severly sprained ancle. Holy crip it's a crapple!- you might say as you see me.
    I was playing soccer with Luis and Ben last Tuesday night. I had scored a gooool and done some pretty good defending. My team lost the first game, but we started a second with determination. After defending an unsuccesful attempt on our goal I ran behind the goal line, where the field was uneven. There I took a single false step with my right foot and fell on my side to the beat of a snap and and a pop. I thought I had broken my foot for certain. The immediately sharp, hammering pain only confirmed it. Fear, it seems, did the rest. I began to roll around groaning...(alright, screaming like a little girl), until the rest of the group took notice and came over to try to help.

    I sat up and immediately felt light-headed. Still, I started to attempt removal of shoes and shin guards, but was immediately told to stop. I did, of course, and then tried to get up. The pain got worse and I had to be practically carried off the field by Brian (a sturdy German guy who seemed to carry half of my nearly 200 lbs. with ease, and Ben, who himself weighs about half of my 200 lbs.) As it turns out, I was able to rest my foot, if only lightly, which indicated that it was not broken. I went to the nearest clinic and had X-rays to prove that while the sprain was serious, my whimpering was a bit over the edge.

    Anyhow, this gave me a great excuse to read, and so I did: finishing the last 250 pgs of Vivir para contarla, by Gabo. I had been rationing it over the last few months, a practice that most of his books have brought out in me once I read the first half in no-time-flat. I simply hate finishing the books, they are amazing. Now I am reading his series on screen writing. It seems that short stories is the way to get started. I have yet to write one that comes off this new study, but I can sense that it is just around the corner.

    Further, tomorrow I have an interview with a local attorney, who wants to start a Hispanic publication. A mutual contact gave him my information and told him that I would make a good publisher; imagine that. So, at 1:00 pm, I will see what he has in mind and decide if I want to get involved or not. I suppose I'll know in about 12 hrs. Which leads me to another point: more tomorrow;)

Wednesday, 22 June 2005

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    Sumi Jo - Virtuoso Arias ~ Verdi, Rossini, Donizetti, Meyerbeer
    By Marius Constant
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    Alright, it is 2:00 am on the dot as I start this entry. There is a flash graphic of an alarm clock reminding me that I have 10 hrs of studying for tomorrow. It's summer, I'm unemployed, school is out until July and I'm my own supervisor: i.e. who cares.

    So poetry has become a steady part of my intellectual diet. I think that I have mastered the form known as villanelle. I know it sounds presumptuous to say that I mastered any form of poetry, but I am speaking merely of the form itself, as a construct, not as an art. I have finished five villanelles with which I'm happy and will probably move on to the sestina tomorrow.

    While school starts, I'm still working hard on Greek. It is not nearly as hard as people say it is. What does frighten me is Hebrew. I have read two chapters in a book meant to teach biblical hebrew and all I learned is the difference between the various guttural sounds of the language. As I don't intend to speak but rather read it, it seems pointless: particularly because I can't read a single letter yet. In fact, and to quote my own mother: "it looks like fly droppings on paper; nothing more."
    I think my only motivation for learning Hebrew is knowing that each of the men I admire most has had to go through it succesfully. I would not be called less than John Calvin, Martin Luther, Sanit Augustin, C.S. Lewis or my own father--right. All jokes aside, that is exactly why I want to do well in seminary. I want to be able to, at very least, understand the footing on which my personal Giants stand or stood.
    Moving on: As for what I'm listening to, Sumi Jo is an amazing bel canto soprano. I believe she is a coloratura. Either way, there are two songs that have-I kid you not-brought me close to tears. One of them was just today as I watched the sun set from the fifth floor windows of Hekeman Library at Calvin. It must have been a combination of being completely alone on that floor, watching the sky over common's lawn and the observatory (all desolate as well) and finally a heafty sum of poeic inertia from my critical poetry studies. I can't say more on the matter without sounding cheesy. Check it out for yourself.

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    • Birthday: 3/11/1978
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  • I am a 27-year-old collector of stories. I am the average age for a Generation-Xer, but have little in common with my times, i.e. I give a damn. I am Mexican in origin but have spent almost the same amount in the USA as in my homeland. My family is a priority second only to my faith, and closely followed by my commitment to the truth. Hispanics and Hispanic issues are among my top concerns. I am a communications managar for CRWM, a former prodigal son, and a developing poet and novelist (a long-term aspiration).

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